i have never felt that there is any positive feeling in being jolly......its not that i want to be jolly and dont know how to be jolly but i never feel like i want to be jovial......i laugh very scarcely and even when i listen to a good joke i dont laugh (i come to know thats a good joke by looking at others laughing).i occasionally feel very energetic and then immediately get extremely depressed.....i just dont want to interact with people.......i never talk to girls.......i am always afraid to talk to them........ i think no girl will like me.....i dont go out and play...this is too because i am afraid......i think i am too ugly.....i cant see people in their eyes and talk......my father is a very calm person and shy.....i think i have inherited these qualities from him.....i am suffering because of that......so i have decided not to marry and not to have kids so that i can at least save them from suffering like me......and also the girl i married would hate me for these qualities......and i would just ruin my entire life and her life too.....i feel i am odd...i am even not sure if there is any problem with me....WHAT IS THIS..... HELP ME OUT....I am too calm.....i am not at all jovial...i feel uncomfortable when i talk to people.....i feel depressed...?
..........jovial and jolly? Where do you live?........ You said it your self I feel depressed- It's depression. Talk to your parents or doctor....
by the way a ';........'; is not a substitute for periods and punctuation.I am too calm.....i am not at all jovial...i feel uncomfortable when i talk to people.....i feel depressed...?
whoa. you need to tell your parent's about this and get some sort of counseling and/or medication to help out. you don't need to feel this way.
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