I am too calm.....i am not at all jovial...i feel uncomfortable when i talk to people.....i feel depressed...?

i have never felt that there is any positive feeling in being jolly......its not that i want to be jolly and dont know how to be jolly but i never feel like i want to be jovial......i laugh very scarcely and even when i listen to a good joke i dont laugh (i come to know thats a good joke by looking at others laughing).i occasionally feel very energetic and then immediately get extremely depressed.....i just dont want to interact with people.......i never talk to girls.......i am always afraid to talk to them........ i think no girl will like me.....i dont go out and play...this is too because i am afraid......i think i am too ugly.....i cant see people in their eyes and talk......my father is a very calm person and shy.....i think i have inherited these qualities from him.....i am suffering because of that......so i have decided not to marry and not to have kids so that i can at least save them from suffering like me......and also the girl i married would hate me for these qualities......and i would just ruin my entire life and her life too.....i feel i am odd...i am even not sure if there is any problem with me....WHAT IS THIS..... HELP ME OUT....I am too calm.....i am not at all jovial...i feel uncomfortable when i talk to people.....i feel depressed...?
its ok. just be yourself, do what you want and let no other stop you, who cares if they make fun of you? what is there to be afraid? what is there to loose? your pride? your reputation? your own heart? Without interfering greatly to other people(like murder) do what you wanna do!! You dont always have to be who they want you to be. Smile at everything, anything you have. be happy to what you are given.



keep smiling :), its ok to be differentI am too calm.....i am not at all jovial...i feel uncomfortable when i talk to people.....i feel depressed...?
Go see a doctor.
sounds to me like a social anxiety. You need to see a psychiatrist. Either counseling or meds. Or both. Its your choice.
Man you need to not focus on all that. get focused get you a hustle and buy and island.