its mostly strangers that piss me off. over the past yr or so Ive become very distant and try to avoid social settings. like i do travel on the train, go to school, stuff like that. But if i don't need to talk to you, I don't even want to try. I find it hard to interact with people because everyone has completely different personalities, and react to things differently.
I try not to stress the small things. I feel if im in my own world minding my business, don't bother me. But people still test. for example.
I was on the train and I was leaning on the door, and a man taps my hand and says. 'look the sign says don't lean on the door' and i go 'I Don't Care.'
Im thinking to myself, 'why are you bothering me. like why should you care what im doing.' I just don't understand people. If it doesn't concern you, why bother. It seems like the more I want to just get where I need to go, the more people want to bother you.
I try not to show that im mad, and I dont want to over react, but the more and more it happens the more I get annoyed and impatient. how do I get past this ?How to get past my hate for interacting with people?
im like you too. i hate when strangers try to converse with me. just say hi and thats it no need to start talking to me. but then again i smoke a lotta weed so its the paranoia that makes me not wanna converse with strangersHow to get past my hate for interacting with people?
I do that as well...sometimes...I dont know if its genuine shyness or just me being selfish...
I didnt realize being shy could actually...well...you dont want to be criticized...my head hurts...
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