Sunday, November 14, 2010

How to get past my hate for interacting with people?

its mostly strangers that piss me off. over the past yr or so Ive become very distant and try to avoid social settings. like i do travel on the train, go to school, stuff like that. But if i don't need to talk to you, I don't even want to try. I find it hard to interact with people because everyone has completely different personalities, and react to things differently.



I try not to stress the small things. I feel if im in my own world minding my business, don't bother me. But people still test. for example.



I was on the train and I was leaning on the door, and a man taps my hand and says. 'look the sign says don't lean on the door' and i go 'I Don't Care.'

Im thinking to myself, 'why are you bothering me. like why should you care what im doing.' I just don't understand people. If it doesn't concern you, why bother. It seems like the more I want to just get where I need to go, the more people want to bother you.



I try not to show that im mad, and I dont want to over react, but the more and more it happens the more I get annoyed and impatient. how do I get past this ?How to get past my hate for interacting with people?
im like you too. i hate when strangers try to converse with me. just say hi and thats it no need to start talking to me. but then again i smoke a lotta weed so its the paranoia that makes me not wanna converse with strangersHow to get past my hate for interacting with people?
I do that as well...sometimes...I dont know if its genuine shyness or just me being selfish...

I didnt realize being shy could actually...well...you dont want to be criticized...my head hurts...

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